Why do people know it's impossible yet still keep trying?

Exhausted.

Cause each time I try...

It didn't pains me to leave.
What pains me was, at the very last minute you're still lying to me...

It's amazing how one could love another,

like nothing had happened before with all the broken pieces.

So I've decided to be whom I use to be, someone whom is always cheerful! <:

Omfg, swear studying would be on the last of my list if I could choose! Haha. Am so happy!!! Gonna pick up my dress after work laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, woots. Everyone so Ris Low now, with da Boomz & Shingz!

Can't wait for this weekend to arrive, gonna party. Been quite awhile... Teehees!

Love Yiqin.

Expectations

BAD WEEK.

Habit of shopping online is back, omg. Guess I'm gonna start spending the unneccesary money again >: But shopping makes me happy! Haha, sounds so contradicting but who cares? Bought two dresses online over this week. Still deciding what to wear for both of my cousin's wedding respectively in November and December. Abit too quick, but schedule gonna be shitty when November starts. Have to pull up my socks and score well in my major paper. No joke, it's freaking me out as it draws nearer. No more leaving halfway during lessons, hopefully? Two more lectures to exam, coolz not. But I swear my timetable suckz to the max, no breaks inbetween. Exactly the week after my last paper, new modules. WTF?! Fifteen months to go. Sighz.

Everyone expects too much from me, I feel stressful and I'm not happy >: >: >: >: >:

I am fat. I want to put braces, slim down and grow taller!


Love Yiqin.

I thought I am all healed and over you but the moment you got back, you toyed with my feelings again. And even with all the boundaries I've set up around myself, I still let you.